2010

As each New Year rolls around it seems like resolutions are on everyone’s mind. With it comes a resolve to improve something in one’s life, or to change something completely. In the past I’ve always been the type to attempt changing something in my life; it hasn’t necessarily worked out in my favor for the most part. This year however, I’ve made a few goals to improve upon; things I feel are easily measured, yet still difficult for me to obtain.

I’m relatively new to running still. I’ve only been logging miles for about 9 months now. In reality, going from nothing to a marathon in 6 months or so is a very credible feat. Since I’m pretty extreme though, I tend to measure my success against those who are far more experienced than I; against those who have been running their whole lives. So when I make a goal of X number of races for the year, I tend to compare myself to those who do two or three times as many races in a year. I know it’s unfair to myself, but I really can’t help it. It’s just the way I work! So when I replay things in my head, it all sounds like an excuse. I feel like I’m using my lack of experience as an excuse.

Finding a balance is difficult for me. I have to listen to my body, but I also have to listen to my heart. It’s never ending! So taking both things into account, I’ve decided on 3 very measurable goals for the year.

1. Log 2,500 miles for the year

2. Participate in at least 8 races

3. Finish a 100 miler

Pretty lofty goals for a relative newcomer, I know. To me though, it seems like I’m not pushing myself hard enough. With the objective of living to see 2011 (and not dropping dead on the trail) my head is telling me that these numbers are the balance I’m trying to achieve. With that said, it’s off to do some more running!