When I was selected into the race back in February, I had decided that this was the year to run under the elusive 24-hour mark. I had nothing to hold me back from working to achieve my goal. As with anything in life though, things typically don’t play out the way we fantasize in our heads. As such, I was essentially on the injured list from January to the end of June. I had a few nice runs mixed in there, but no solid training block to really speak of. With only about 10 weeks of real training – and having to start from scratch – I knew it would be very tough to achieve that 24 hour mark. Being the realist that I am, I adjusted my race goal for 26 hours. I felt like this was a mark I could hit based on my level of fitness on race day.
I was mentally defeated by the time I hit the first aid station at mile 19, just 4 hours into my run. Luckily, Scott was still right next to me and we continued to work through some highs and lows together over the first 40 miles of the race. Huge credit to Scott for keeping me going! Without him, I would have been broken and my race would have probably collapsed entirely.
I arrived to my smiling crew (mom & dad) and they got me situated and back out onto the course. Scott picked up his pacer here at Big Mountain (mile 40) and I continued on solo. I followed them for just over a mile, but started feeling good and decided to go on ahead. About 2 miles after I passed them though, I hit another low spot. This time my unhappy stomach and general fatigue were accompanied by a tight chest, and very shallow breathing. I tried some breathing techniques to turn things around, but nothing was working.
I trotted into Alexander Springs (mile 47) completely deflated. I was sure my race was over. I talked to a medic about my situation since I was unsure what was happening to me. They had no answers, but also informed me that I wasn’t allowed to drop here. I had to go on to Lambs Canyon (mile 53) in order to drop. Six more miles? Are you kidding me? So, I made an educated guess as to what my problem was and immediately took in two 20 ounce bottles of water, 12 ounces of GU Brew electrolyte drink, and five – yes, I said five – salt pills; one of which I broke open and poured down my throat. Then I got up and left.
On the way to Alexander Spring - photo by Lori Burlison
Now I was faced with the most exposed section of the course, in the heat of the day, while feeling absolutely terrible. Wow, things are just getting better for this guy! I walked for about 10 minutes then things slowly started to turn around. My shallow breathing dissipated, my chest was feeling normal, and I had some good energy. So I ran a little. And it felt good. I continued to make my way into Lambs Canyon and arrived to my crew cheering me on. I pounded a whole bunch of water (I was down 8 pounds here), changed my shirt, ate a few things, then immediately started feeling nauseous again. I sat for a minute and tried to recover, but nothing worked. So I did the smart thing and left. Wait, did I just say that? Yeah, I knew I’d bounce back eventually so I just left before I got stuck here. Just before I started the long climb up the Lambs Canyon trail I started feeling good again.
The miles from Lambs Canyon (mile 53) to Brighton (mile 75) were good for me. Aside from another queasy stomach episode at Desolation Lake (mile 67), I made good time through here, with nothing of significance to report. I arrived to cheers at Brighton from my crew. It was also good to see Kelli (who will run Wasatch one day), as well as my friend Darrell there also. My family and friends were keeping me in good spirits here so I spent a little extra time just to enjoy the moment with them. Thanks Mom, Dad, Shirley, Brittany, Brian, Tyler, Matt, and Kelli… You guys were so awesome!
My crew and I at Brighton
Originally I was going to run the race solo. However, after the day I’d had, I knew I needed some mental support throughout the night, so at Lambs Canyon I told my dad to be ready at Brighton for the last 25. And good thing I had him there with me! He kept my spirits up and kept me focused on the task at hand. He also kept me awake when I was going through a seriously intense patch of sleepiness. I knew the 26 hour goal was out of reach, so my focus was to beat my time from two years ago: 28:59. We worked our way through the aid stations and had a blast just being out there. We ran into some friends along the way, including Matt Van Horn who I’d leap frog for the last 15 miles. He and I would end up finishing about 5 minutes apart.
After eating a gel around mile 85 and nearly puking, I quit eating gels altogether and stuck to GU Chomps. They worked and I never got queasy again. Had I figured this out earlier, my race could have been much different. Hindsight is always 20/20 though, right?! Aside from doing something to my foot with about 5 miles to go, the last few hours went really well. I stayed hydrated, ate well, and continued plugging along en route to the finish. I was elated to hit the grass and run under the finish line with so many people there cheering me on! I had done it. The journey ended 28 hours and 37 minutes after I had started.
In all honesty, I’m more proud of this finish than any other thus far. I knew I didn’t have it from mile 3, but I persevered throughout the day and made it to the finish line. Elation is a good word to describe the way I felt. Thanks to all my family and friends who supported me, and continually do so in my daily life. You guys are the best! Also, a big shout out to the volunteers that make this race happen. They are the best, most organized group of any race I’ve had the pleasure of running. And finally, a huge congratulations to all those who finished! The camaraderie at ultra running events really sets the bar. It’s due to the hard work, diligence, pain, and suffering that we all go through out there. And we do it together.
8 comments:
GREAT REPORT Josh! I seriously had no idea how much you struggled out there, you really did look good and seemed to be happy. And from mile 3 you struggled? You convinced yourself to run 97 more miles??? Truly inspiring. I do think the camaraderie at ultras is quite unique, you do not see that at road races. It is quite contagious. I loved my ours at Brighton just quietly observing and helping when I could.
I will run a 100 miler if you run a road marathon. Deal?
You had an awesome run when you consider everything that has happened to you this year. To be able to run the Wasatch 100 under 29 hours with less than 10 weeks of training really says something. It was awesome running the last 25 miles with you and being able to usher in the beautiful sunrise on Saturday on the trail with you. I was also amazed at how strong you finished with all that transpired during that run.
Kelli, I believe you will probably regret the deal you are making with Josh. You better read up on the different 100 milers and decide which one you will run next year!
Great finish Josh. It was so fun watching you run int. Congrats on an awesome race.
Kelli, you just made a deal with the devil. Time to start thinking about which 100 you are doing? We'll even make it a flat one.
You amaze me!!! Congrats on finishing and in the time you did!? Great job friend :)
Dude, congrats on gutting it out and having a successful race. You overcame a lot out there. When I saw you at Alexander Ridge you looked horrible, but you got up and kept moving. Awesome. Thanks for running the first 40 with me. Those were the best miles of the race.
Josh - I'm grinning from ear to ear. So glad you're back, hurdling each obstacle and getting to that blasted Finish Line. Thanks for letting us all into that place where you Ultra Runners find secret strength and fortitude. Congratulations some more! Great job on your race and on the race report. See you at the Bear. Go Bart!
Josh! I know you have heard me say this-- but I will continue to repeat myself on how proud of you I am! You really did an amazing job- and what an accomplishment :) It makes me shed a tear or 2 reading about your race and all the obsticles and challenges you faced out there...I can't even imagine! We love you and congratulate you on a job well done my friend!
Amazing job man! I had a great time following your progress and watching you finish strong. Way to persevere through some tough challenges - during the race AND leading up to it! I'm looking forward to some more awesome running adventures.
Kelli - it looks like you are on the clock! :)
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